February 2012
53 posts
Running away. As usual. Hm. Goodnight.
During youth mass, I hate when I’m trying to get into my prayer mode, and I get distracted by all these conversations and snickers and giggles in the background. -_-
Im still trying to find the right people to sit next to… So that I may be left alone with my conversation with God, yet still talk to them at appropriate times,
nellejillian:
Sometimes, I really do fail to appreciate how good I’ve got it when it comes to friends. I truly do have the best people you can have in your life. I’m just not always the best at showing how much I am thankful for having them.
Anonymous asked: If you were asked would you go?
Anonymous asked: Are you going to prom?
I wonder if I can pull 2 all nighters in a row.
A poem
Tour tour tour tour tour tour
Florida Florida Florida Florida
Disney world, Disney world, Disney world
Universal studios universal studios
Some water park
Come come come come
My body is ready.
I think I’ve figured out what’s wrong with me.
I focus too much on hating. And I make it obvious. And I don’t even think about allowing myself to get over it. And I tell myself I’m over it. And yet, I keep talking about it.
So this lent, I’m swallowing my pride. I’m going to stop talking, I’m going to get out of the way, I’m going to accept the...
I pray for the souls of those who vandalized St. Anne.
I might not pray every night, nor practice being a Christian as well as I should be. But this incident can not be left unsolved and I just wanted to share that I do care. And I’ll be willing to do my part if there’s anything else I can do.
Consider this.
Since the beginning of my sophomore year, the biggest thing that had always been lingering around in my mind is the level of my and everyone’s maturity. From freshman to sophomore year, I forced myself to grow up faster than I would have to keep up with the high expectations that came with the one thing that I fell in love with the most. Since that “talk”, I’ve worked my...
Choir thoughts
This year is full of lessons.
My senior year, our class will be boss at enforcing quiet time.
My senior year, our class will be boss at enforcing dress rules.
My senior year, our class will be boss at setting good examples.
My senior year, our class will be boss at being on time.
My senior year, our class will be boss at encouraging underclassmen to keep up with school.
My senior year, our...
I’m just trying to get through this school year. Tour, oh please, come very soon.
njazmin:
I hate the person I’ve become. It’s almost crazy to look back how genuinely happy I was a few years back to how I am now. I’m not saying I’m sad all the time, because I have my moments where I am happy.. but it never lasts for too long. I try to confide in things that once made me happy, but even that can’t give me the same happiness it used to. I was so happy. And it’s scary to even...
It’s good to learn early as sophomore year.
The next two years wil be spent making sure I don’t make the same mistakes.
Then, I’ll graduate and get the fuck out, and move on with my life in Guatemala or something.
stephaneeezy:
4 more months. Just four more months.
camillebadua:
I don’t get how girls can get ready first thing they wake up.
I chill in bed.
Eat.
Write a novel.
Save some people from a fire.
Get world peace.
Fight zombies.
Destroy some alien fleets that try to destroy the earth.
Then I get ready.
Realize. Appreciate. Keep promises. Keep faith. Try. Succeed.
Positive thoughts. Always.
Keepin my wheel rolling. Ain’t never gonna stop.
I hope.
I don’t know what to give up.
I don’t know what to keep holding on to.
School? Choir? Friends? Sleep?
All I know is: at this point, I just want to rest.
But resting causes failure in all of the above.
But trying hard for one limits my focus on another.
And trying hard for all subtracts from the amount of rest I desire.
Fuck.
I'm in a desert.
Someday, dad. Someday.
In the mean time, bare with me as Im only starting to get rid of my fear of singing by myself. Then, I shall dedicate you my very first solo to remind you that when you told me you’ve always been wanting me as a professional singer, I actually was listening and been gathering up my courage to aspire to your expectations.
Just wait.
When you say you’re the last generation to have common sense, don’t be shocked when your own child helps you prove that statement.
We say little kids are so slutty and stupid nowadays.
Just remember who they look up to.
I love meeting new people, and actually getting to talk to them. You know those conversations that are effortless, where you answer each other’s questions, and you don’t even have to think twice what to say, you’re not trying to impress them or anything, when you’re already comfortable around them right at first meet.
Yeah those are cool.
Thanks @clubmasterdojo
for the ride and a great conversation!
annoyance.
njazmin:
So I have this annoying tendency where I push all the people who are good to me away because I feel as if they’re too good and I don’t deserve it. Either that, or I’m just extremely scared to get attached to anyone because I know where that leads to. It gets annoying because I always end up feeling so territorial after.. when it was all my fault in the first place. It could’ve been...
donnyspeaks:
I wanna be better.
I wanna surround myself with people that make my life feel like a whole.
I’m tired of being broke, hungry, and unlicensed.
It’s like if I put too much time into something I love then the someone’s I love don’t get enough attention.
If I put too much attention into the people I love the things I love to do won’t ever get done.
It’s a give and take situation...
New goal: no more expressing feelings.
I’m gonna find my real home.
I’ve lost myself.
It’s like now, all I can ever think about is how fucked up people are. And then, I look at myself.
I’m one of the people I despise.
Ugh
“Why… should we ever sink overwhelmed with distress, when life is so soon...”
Time to step things up.
Bye bye Harvard
“If people were always kind and obedient to those who are cruel and unjust, the...”
– Jane Eyre
I hate when people say “x month anniversary”
Anni means year. Annual means yearly.
So if its not even a whole year yet, why y’all use anni? That’s why it’s called monthsary!!!